Once again, I am tired..

I worked three days in a row, finally having a little break today, been sleeping all day, these are not important, what made me typing this entry is that I AM TIRED, not the tiredness from work, nor life, it is the tiredness of the moment. Here we go again, moaning like a little boy might be what you are thinking, go back to facebook would be a good act in that case. Or stay with me to know a bit more of me. I am telling upfront, this entry is not about "I am tired of work, I wish I had more days off, so I can ...", so here goes,

I really enjoy working, especially this one, I have been learning a lot from this place, The Walk (cafe), (I am not sucking up, I am sure my boss or my colleagues won't access here, if not, good for them) this place makes me want to run a cafe pretty much like this (in Hong Kong), good news huh?? I always wanted to run my own business, but not in catering, so this is a brand new idea to my list. Besides, I would love to run it with my best friend, so he will have A reason to come by.

Yes, I AM TIRED, (focus!) when I don't have to work and when I just have a minute, I would be doing what I always do - THINKING, thinking about the past, digging something to laugh about, to frown a bit, to mad at. These days I am thinking what makes ME, what happened in the history to happen having me here. Apart from my lovely parents "making love" 23 years ago, but any one of you had put a afford into this subject matter, this is what I talked about with someone. You don't have to know all of them to become my friends of course, but when I was telling, I reviewed my past, and I realised really, not even few of you know about some "tragedies" that happened around me. I am not doing advertising here, obviously I know some people think of me being arrogant/cocky, indifferent, moody, ETC (well, yea I do know that). Now I know more about what makes a "nowadays" me when I think of WHAT HAPPENED.

People easily understand other people but not themselves, so I assume you all know me very well (if you care), but you just feel annoyed about my flaws by not trying to know the ingredients(reasons) of today-me [you don't have to, I know]. But lets make our lives more interesting, start finding the "ingredients" of people you really care around you, may be your life would be more fun, at least easier?

If any one of my family (including me) did(do) this, I wouldn't have shouted on the phone tonight.